Vacation

Okay, so I went on vacation with the family on 11 April and we got back home on 25 April at around 0200 hrs. Vacation was a blast and we all had fun. It's to bad that the vacation had to end but at least we had fun. We spent a week in Louisiana with my Meanie and Papa Bear then we went to Virgina and spent 4 days with my sister and her kids. Now we are back and its time to begin the old routine again. Sometime this week I will need to get the lawn mower out and get it ready for this season. Then I need to mow the lawn.

Okay so on vacation I didn't due any type of workout and ended up gaining the weight that I had lost back again. Now, I need to work harder than ever to change my life long habits. I'm tired of being fat and I cannot stand the way I look when I look at myself in the mirror. I really don't know how my wife can stand looking at me. I am afraid that if I don't do something soon that I will make my life so miserable that I lose the ones I hold dear to my heart. I can already feel myself pushing them away and that is not what I want to do. I need to overcome my issues and I feel that by tackling the weight problem first it will help me build the confidence that I need to overcome the other obsticles in my life.